WTF Am I Doing With My Life?!?!
Every night, when the world slows down, my mind speeds up. I’m 25, with no girlfriend, barely any friends, and no real idea of where I’m headed. People say your twenties are supposed to be the best years of your life, but for me, they’ve been full of questions I can’t seem to answer. The future feels like a mystery that I’m not prepared for. I want to be rich one day — hell, I dream about it — but I have no clear path on how to get there. I feel like I’m wandering without direction, and every night, those thoughts hit harder.
The day is fine, filled with distractions — work, hobbies, random things to keep my mind occupied. But when night comes, when it’s just me and my thoughts, I feel the weight of uncertainty pressing down. It’s like this darkness creeps in, and suddenly, I’m doubting everything: Am I wasting my time? Will I ever figure it out? Why does it seem like everyone else has a better handle on their life?
Sometimes, I wonder if I’m just running in circles, chasing dreams that might never come true. No roadmap, no signs, just a blind hope that someday things will fall into place. And that hope isn’t always enough to keep the loneliness and doubt away.
I don’t know if it’s the quiet at night or the fact that I don’t have someone to talk to about these things, but it feels heavier when the world is asleep. I get stuck in my head, thinking about what’s missing and how I should be further along by now. It’s frustrating and isolating, like I’m the only one who doesn’t have it figured out.
But maybe I’m not alone in this. Maybe other people feel the same way. I don’t know.
Have you ever felt like this? If so, how did you deal with it? Please share your thoughts, because right now, it’s hard to see a way out of this cycle.