Even If I Don’t Know Why
There’s something about them that stands out — a mix of confidence, rebellion, and unapologetic freedom. It’s not about the act itself, but the attitude it represents. Girls who smoke and drink seem to carry an air of self-assurance, as if they’re not afraid to own their choices, even the ones society might judge.
It’s not that I advocate for smoking or drinking — I don’t. It’s deeper than that. There’s a certain allure in the way they defy norms, in how they take control of their narrative. Maybe it’s the contrast between what’s seen as “acceptable” and their ability to carve their own path. They’re bold, unafraid of breaking a few rules, and that can be intoxicating in itself.
It’s also about the mystery. Maybe it’s the way a cigarette lingers in their fingers, or how a drink in their hand seems to frame their conversations with a mix of intrigue and independence. There’s a story there, one I can’t fully decode, but I’m drawn to it nonetheless.
But attraction is a strange thing — it doesn’t always follow logic. What I admire might be the personality traits behind the habit: the fearlessness, the charisma, the refusal to fit into a box. It’s not about the smoking or the drinking, but what they seem to symbolize — freedom, depth, and individuality.
Perhaps it’s a phase, or maybe it’s just one of those unexplainable quirks of attraction. But one thing’s for sure: it’s not about judging, it’s about appreciating the layers beneath. After all, attraction isn’t about changing someone — it’s about seeing them fully, flaws and all, and finding beauty in their complexity.